Monday, February 16, 2009

I am moving to another place.

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Sunday, February 15, 2009

different thoughts clash in a day.
bah.



it is almost amazing when da jie say out something that i wanna tell her without opening my mouth and simply stare at her.
is that magic?



mum receive another wedding card from her best friend whose daughter is getting married.
and that is on da jie's birthday!
such a coincidence.



jeff is getting engaged to his gf.
and both of us are screaming IMPOSSIBLE!
congratulate to rose aunty and jer!



time has changed,
many people are getting married.
but three Lai daughters are still enjoying their single status.
it is no wonder that their little aunt urge them to bring their bf home asap.



i watch little nonya for a whole day,
and i have to admit that they affect me by bit.
nonya tradition is such interesting and strong.
bravo`

Friday, February 13, 2009

I have to admit that after chatting with ah ming, I am very clear minded now.
the future may be blur, but I know what I want.

Both of us go to school early to help ah yun with her urgent project.
Hopefully ah yun will finish that by today!
and i wanna meet up with u all soon!

Due to miscommunication, ah ming and I have different idea of the later event.
She think that I want to eat dinner at JP while I think that we will eat dinner after swimming.
It was such funny when we finally know each thought.

i think in Singapore, only two of us will spend a lot of times in finding ahjisen. lol.

the sech sch talks. how memorable they are.
and both of us decide to go back to school to take pics of our top board soon before they take down our names because it is full.

most importantly, ah ming made me decided to put down all those things and forgive. Perhaps she has no idea what she do. lol.

she is definitely my haojiemei who is so lucky with white!

that is the reason why I love 12 Feb 2009.

Animal Planets is my love.
and I lost count of how many tears I have given to Animal Planets.
such moving scenes and cute animals.
i love them so much till i gonna head towards them.
from there, i realise gorilla got another loving side.
from there, i realise even the wildest animals can be friend with human.
from there, i realise the rln beween human and animals can be such wonderful.
so untamed hearts, I am waiting for you.

Today is my little gab's birthday! :)
times sure pass by fast, who know that in next few years, he will bring back his gf and introduce to us. awww. by then, i will admit that i am really old. hahha.

Tomorrow is Valentine Day! ^^
may all the couples be blissed and happy forever!
and all course increase in strong ability to struggle through all the troubles and problems! :)

bye everyone and hi to my dear dear soon!
I am off to slack at my dearest's hse! ^^

lzw feel so good after putting down everything!

Tuesday, February 10, 2009

I love Ballade Pour Adeline tune.
so much till as i listen to it, my nervousness go away.

but it do not help alot when i go to school.
if not for dad, i guess i will forever dragging my feet to school.

and i got amusing encounter with a new ang moh lecturer.
at first i think he is our student and he talk to me in the lift as i go to egarage.
i just give him a weak smile due to my nervousness for viva at 2pm.
ten when i go up to my viva venue with sweet dear dear, i meet him again.
and his memory is very good as he says that he see me at the lift.
from 150 to 2pm, he keep talking.
but he manage to distract me away from the scary emotion crawling past me.
thanks stranger!

dear dear go all the way to school to give me her support! :D
i deeply appreciate that as i am really freaked out.
muackssssss!

xuan xuan send me encouragement sms and give me jiayou!
ruixing khoo give me her support when i see her in school!
not to mention nicole and another friend :)

jer encourange me by shouting at me!
and his sudden story. lol.

thanks so much all my dearest friends! <3

alright, i gonna go and touch up on another slides.
ciao!
:D
now i know how important the support is. ^^

I am totally grateful to da jie who was my first audience for last night,
as I present to her my viva slides, even though she is drowsy from cough medicine.
and the result of practising last night is i think i can't speak out loud today.

so THANK YOU SO MUCH DA JIE!

and i guess viva is changed again.
it is a great relief for it mean more practise time, yet it will be another torturing night.
if not, it will be a great relief for me to finish viva earlier and enjoy.

i am so sure that after my viva, i will inform ah ming immediately to plan for swimming session!
AND read my books!

I am so tiring now, for I didn't sleep enough last night as I am busy tossing and turning in my bed. In frustration, I try to think of his piano tunes and slowly....

as usual, BREATHE!

Monday, February 09, 2009

My pasta is busily suntanning at the kitchen.

I swear that I feel like famous chef while preparing for baked pasta.
and this time round I decided to be serious and make delicious pasta.
soooo let wait for its result.

the weekend pass swiftly.
and i crave for BBQ.

on car at 11pm plus ytd, i look at the road infront of me.
and i am seized with stress as i practice my viva.
what a damn.
and i am pretty surprised that dad dare to speed.
it is almost like cinderella.
must reach home before clock strike 12am.

alright, time for serious stuff.
i gonna stop busy myself with useless stuffs.
i gonna start planning my schedule.
finish everything and start planning my future.

i guess all my dearest friends know that lzw practically crave to go overseas.
yea. i guess i am pretty hooked on freedom and independence.
sweetie say this, "but you got family and us here."
i am pondering over this again and again.
and get this result, "our life is not forever, only once. it will be a great challenge to step further."
so oiap is my first step.
what will be next step? earn more $$ and repay mum. AND save for overseas expenses myself.
yea, and that will take up long time. I am so sure of that.

ciao.
something is ringing in the kitchen.

Sunday, February 08, 2009

woohoo`

I MAY GO TOUR OTHER COUNTRIES ALONE!

i have a great challenge of sleeping in the dark scary room alone.
of course the whole process is not that easy.
but i manage to overcome them! ^^

my first stop shall be bintan! :D

and i manage to complete some of the tasks within a day.

i am so hungryyy now!
but i got sweet love coming down from west to east! :D
i will be waiting for you ^^

lastly,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MUM!`

Saturday, February 07, 2009

*cheers
"LET FIGHT FOR FREEDOM!"
freedom rocks.

i agree with you.
let laugh at our past now.
lol.

back to my works now.
bye all.
can i have a reward? :)

my love is really cute.
hahaa.